Tuesday, March 17, 2009

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Life if a maze and love is a riddle
Go and listen to The Show by Lenka please. Sangat addictive. Thanks to whom it may concern for making this song a-must for me to listen to everyday after Project Pop's Bukan Superstar. Hadoyyy. Slow laaa aku lmbt promote. Heeeeeee.

This sem is the most hectic so far, and beyond disaster. I'll be busy, until next week, which is a week before finals. Bodoh! Penat tau tak. And having to deal with unresponsible and ignorant group members for 2 subjects turn me off the whole sem. I wouldn't want to deal with it next sem. Tolonglah. You did nothing, but because of your aku-innocent's face people believe you did all the work. Sangat depressing. Tensionnye! That is the reason why I am never fond of the idea doing group work, especially with those who will put all the burden on your shoulders just because you are an English major. Puh-leaseee! I may be an English major, but my English is just average. I can't even rate my English, that is how pathetic it is. I hate it when people take advantage on me just because I am an English major. The thing is, they would adore you are an English major when it comes to group work, but they'll judge you as 'Budak Ben sume gedik' when it comes to other things/contexts. So unfair.

Rasok: Done
SOQ: Done
Novel and Short Story: Done
GA: assignment, due next week
Socioling: assignment due next week
Tilawah: 4 more surahs to complete. aiyo. Ustaz!blk la cepat, nak hbskan hafazan :(

I can't remember how I felt when SPM result came out. I really can't. Was I glad? happy? sad? disappointed? I didn't really bother. Being compared? Oh please! All my life, that is the thing I can never get away from. People were fussing about who is getting better than who, but after a week, no one cares! They just bloody want to know your result for the sake of they might be able to mock you if you get less than them, or just for the sake of asking. For me? I don't even care. Congrats if you've got fantastic results, that is that. And if you got not so good results, start working harder, it is not the end of the world. It ticks me off when people think that it is the end of the world if they don't have good results, or not even in the dean's list. Really? Is it really important? Academic wise, it is important. But if you don't perform well outside the academic field, takyah bisinglah! Hahahah. I dare say I got up by myself, not with anyone's help. They push me down to the lowest and deepest hole, but I managed to climb it with pride. Don't dare taking credits of it. Blergh.

Bosan bosan
Assalamualaikum
jaa, ttyl

Monday, March 16, 2009

Cik Wanie

to Noor Hazwani Rodin,

Happy Belated Birthday!
Happy 21st Birthday!!

kepada kak Wanie (considering that I br 20thn 3 bln)
sorry for the late wish,
i was darn busy, xsempat nak wish u
we rarely talk eh sem ni, rarely see each other,
thanks for being one of the few loud friends,
thanks for your kate2 semangat and stuff

for your 21st,
i'd like to wish semoga pjg umur murah rezeki,
hope that u'll get thru the hurdles and see the benefits of it at the end of the road,
hope that u'll get and achieve whatever you want,
and please don't stop rocking everyone's socks,
and you're great just the way you are
go wanie go! :D


p/s: do u have extra mr riddle? i'm in dire need of one. MWAHAHAHAH :P