Friday, October 30, 2009

hm

I had a not so sweet experience with this one "buddy". The "buddy" does not appear like what the "buddy" is like actually, I mean characteristics wise, etc. Sedih. Tried to help her to change that bad attitudes of her, but failed miserably. Reason being? We are not even close, and the "buddy" has forgotten sape aku. Sedih sedih.
And another person encountered the same problem with this "buddy", but the "buddy" deserves a standing ovation as the "buddy" is so professional in concealing "buddy's true self". And even tries to do something as far as making people see that "buddy" is always innocent, and never at fault.
I do understand that we want to be perfect, but honey, no one is perfect, deal with it. heh.

This sem is officially my worst sem, so far.
Thanks for the memories.
I seriously can't be bothered about it anymore.

Aku mmg suke komplen, so bear with it. Hahahahaha.

Bnyk kali betul kecik hati dengan seseorang yang konon2nye innocent and bodoh2 alang. Tolong ahhhh. Konon je innocent, padehal mulut mcm chibai. Nak org jage perasaan kau, kau tak reti jage perasaan orang. Tolonglahhh. Bile aku tanye nape moody ke ape, bukan main lagi ckp "kau takyah la tanye.tetibe aku rase nak marah!"
Seriously, PEGI MATI!

ahhh. Ade aku kesah? Bukan kau besfren aku pon. Heh.

Bye

Assalamualaikum



Sunday, October 18, 2009

iiiiiiiiiiiii

i dont know what the eff is wrong, but i cant seem to start working for my assignments and i feel like cursing and i feel like puking and i feel like screwing everything up and i feel like sepahkan sume benda and i feel like quitting and i feel like i want drop all the subject and i feel like i am a crazy bitch with mood swings and i feel like regretting and i feel like my assignments are endless and i feel like the end of the road is way too far and i feel like crying because i have the feeling that i'll flunk 20th c and i feel like...
i feel like eating, because thats what i do best.
bluek
bye.

Assalamualaikum