Thursday, December 10, 2009

aha!

its hard when your best friend's gf hates you because your best friend keeps asking for you opinion and not his gf's. shit! if u guys were to be more mature i wouldnt be stucked in this lame circle. bodo ah korang. go settle things yourself la.hahahahahahahahahahaha

and yes. i'm so eager to graduate. but the thought of graduating and continuing with masters or working is SCARY i tell ya! the thought of having to start fresh at a totally new place and environment scares the hell out of me! having to go through 'hi-i'm-new-here' situation is so not fun la! methinks that stinks. sheesh. i'm contemplating whether to study full time or part time. the thought of earning my own money is sooo..erm....menyedapkan hati? agak ahh. sronok kot! but i'm no multitasker,so i'm not sure whether i can handle studying and working. i even suck big time at studying alone. but theres pros and cons to studying while working.at least, i wouldnt have time to laze around and i wouldnt have the time to let my brain go soggy. sheesh! wouldnt that be wonderful?i could finally feel that i'm a smart ass!hahahahaha

InsyaAllah i'll be graduating on my 4th yr 2nd sem.gilak ah! macam kejap la pulak.but i can only grad if tak fail ape2 subject.oh plis plis plis,kamu jgn biadap.mintak2 laa pass sume with warna2 berterbangan.penat lah kalau kene ulang.buat rosak transcript.sheesh.ohh

to tirah: its time to let go.u wont gain anything by holding to the past,but i promise that u'll gain something when you let it go.cheers mates! sometimes the most unperfect human alive is our perfect fit :D

Monday, November 9, 2009

aha!

Memang kau salah besar kate Allah tu tak adil.
Pendek akal betul.

I lost my father last year, it was sudden.
One of my mom's friends said,
"Kesian kak Su. Husband dah takde. Dah takde tempat mengadu"
and my mom said,
"Ape maksud tempat mengadu? Allah tu ape? Dia lah tempat mengadu paling utama"

Pendek betul akal orang yg ckp manusia je yg boleh jd tempat mengadu.

I need a driving force to study.Ish. Pelis lahh wehhhh. 4 killer papers to end my pathetic exam week? Cis betol la!

Fikiran kosong. Perut kosong.
rase macam hantu jeh.
nyeh

bai
Assalamualaikum