namida

I cried so hard to this

telan air liur.

sesak nafas, air liur tersekat, jantung macam nak berenti. Tu lah yang aku rase sekarang ni. 2 berita je dah cukup buat aku rase marah membara2, rase insaf, rase sedih, rase takut n macam2 lagi.

1. Tadi mak aku cerita, die dgr kat dlm radio, ade caller ni crite something happend kat tmpt die where there is this one girl who gave birth to a baby, out of wedlock punye lah. She decided to destroy all possible evidences including the newborn baby. Macam mane die get rid of the baby? Die blend baby tu! Hoi! Kejamnye! Takkan sampai macam tu sekali kau lupe dosa pahale n agama kau. She's a malay, btw. Na'uzubillah. Sedihnye. My prayers for you babies. And lebih sedih bile the caller said media taknak bukak crite ni. Tak belajar ke dosa orang bersubahat? Ape nak jadi

2. Bace surat khabar, ade this form2 girl kene rogol by her classmates (who would have thought that young dah reti rogol2), now she is 1month pregnant and the doctor found a 4cm long pencil dkt dlm kemaluan dia. HEEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!! Apehal kejam sangat ni?????????? Kesiannye budak tu. Die kene raped and abused at the same time. Thats why die hesitant nk report sbb kne ugut segale bagai. dikk, doa je yg mampu akak bg skrg.

Kalau kiamat berlaku dlm mase terdekat ni, mmg aku takut, sangat2 takut. tapi tak berape nak terkejut. tanda2 pon dah bnyk. lagi2 dgn umat yg macam memanggil2 hari kiamat ni (lupe Allah, lupe tanggungjawab sebagai muslims, permainkan agama,etc). Dah macam zaman jahiliyyah. So-called civilized ppl with very little moral left. HEh!. my ass

jaa, ttyl
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