when respect is such a hard thing to do.

So Khalif was born on 30th of dec 2010 at 945. He brings so much joy to the family and will surely enjoy that for the rest of his life, insyaAllah.

I wonder why would people question me whenever I say I wanted to be called 'Aunty Mira' or 'Aunty lang' by Khalif. Really. Why should they make a big deal out of it? My bro is so against that idea and he insisted on his son to call me maklang. Look, heres the thing. I have my very own reasons to why I prefer being called the mentioned titles. Lagipun, its MY TITLE. Come on lahh.

The idea that come to their mind when I wanted to be called the mentioned titles is:
Alahh.kalau dah makcik tuh,makcik la jugak.tak payah nak poyo panggil aunty,same je kot.dah tua tu tua jugak

So heres my stand:
you, yourself, agreed that aunty and makcik means the same, so why bother arguing about that in the first place? Come on. I am not trying to westernise myself. That kind of thinking is so last season you should take the fastest transport back into the millenium as I think you are so much in the period when Malaysia was under colonisers. Please note the sarcasm. Heh. The main reason why I wanted to be called aunty is that, I want Khalif to be able to differentiate his aunties from his mom's side as they preferred to be called with 'makcik'. This is because I find it hard to explain to people whenever I talk about my aunts. I'd have to say maksu sebelah mak or maksu sebelah ayah. Kalau the story is about one single aunty thats fine, but what if I'm telling a story that involves all of the aunts. that would be difficult to tell. Besides, aunty sounds MUCH COOLER than makcik, no offense. I want to be close to Khalif, and I find being called aunty makes us bond better. I have friends who call their aunts like aunty long or aunty 'insert name here' and they seem so close with them. Not that I am not close to my aunts (from my mom's sides of course), but I feel that the word 'makcik' itself carries a huge wall with it and it sets such a high barrier to form a close bond. Thats just my opinion, I dont care if you beg to differ. People are so against 'aunty' because they think that I do not want to maintain or keep the tradition. Let me say this straight, maintaining the tradition does not restrict one from improvising it. I wonder why people are so worked up over this small matter when there are a lot of other things they should look at. Even my mother agreed with the idea of Khalif calling his aunts 'aunty'. Before you say anything, please please please, think and then try to respect other's opinion. I have my own reasons, and all I'm asking is for you to respect that and DEAL WITH IT.

I cant even believe it that I had to write this out to express my anger. Yes, this is a post written out of the anger built. Hahahahaha. People are so annoying when they judge everything you do but can't do the same to that. Tell me, where has the fairness gone to? If you have nothing better to say, just stay silent, or you might regret it for the rest of your life. toodles

jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum

p/s: ive missed one class for all subjects. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.so much of a resolution, awal2 dah gone kiok. excuse code-mixing :D

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the only thing that motivates me to go to classes is the fact that this is my last semester. I feel the need to make it as the best, full attendance (tp dah ponteng arab sekali, but it was on the first day jd tak kire lah.hahaha)

on another note, i'm glad the 'talking' has come to its end. it has been going on for as long as i could remember. lets move on peeps.

due to the fact that i regret being all emo and stuff, i'll be writing about my feelings today and evaluate them after a couple of days, to see whether what i feel now is relevant/common or plain pre-PMS.hell yeah! thats the least i can do to improve :D

so here goes,
harini rase sentap.tak tahu kenape.oh,smlm dan harini.tak tau kenape.tp macam ade jek tak kene.penat sbenanye rase sentap neh.lg2 ble rase mcm bende tu dah jadi bnyk kali,and balik2 kau jek yg jd mangsa.boring boring.takkan la aku sorg jek yg value benda ni and try the hardest to make the best out of it.bosan jugak.ok mekaseh

semoga dapat merungkai misteri ini di hari2 akan datang.

oh yes, counting down the days to meet little khalif :D

so far, i am the healthiest (ade ke perkataan ni) this sem. aku bangga dengan pencapaian diriku ini. yes!

Secret Garden sgt superb!!! HyunBin hensem!!!! ^^

jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum

p/s: i dont care if this blog bore you or wtv, because thruth is, i dont write so ppl can read, i write so i can evaluate myself. just get out of my way, will ya?