A little something

I managed to restrain myself from using the broadband. I managed to keep myself off it for the second week. I left it at home. Though it comes handy whenever I need to use it to search for something related to any of my subjects, I guess it is best to keep away from it. And I succeeded. Yes! :D

Alhamdulillah. At this very crucial and critical time, they do not waver, not even a little. Thank God.

“ This land belongs to Palestinian. Allah is always with us.”
That makes me smile the whole day.

Maut is very disappointing. Really, note that. I was expecting something that can make me have goose bumps, something that can make me feel insaf. But I was wrong. The director should have studied a little bit more. Maybe, try reading ‘Roh’ or consultation with any scholars. The scene during Jamil’s last breath, there could be seen a few roh besides him, and they fade away. My mom said that in the book ‘Roh’, on our few last breaths, we don’t see the people we have seen or the like, but rather, we’ll see the place we are heading to. A kind of image to where our next ‘destination’ is. I can’t recall if there is any lesson learned from the movie. Ade ke? And the bachelorette party scene was such a shame. Really. And I was puzzled by a few things. Why did she went back to him, because I think that I should be the other way around. And a few lines could have been inserted, a few simple lines that is, to make the story even more umph. If you want to support the industry, you should go. At least, a nice attempt to educate us. Though I did not get most of it at all, and though it was full of disappointment for me, you should at least try. Something new I’d say, but could have been way way much better. If you learned something from it, that is good for you. :D
We had our lunch at the regular spot on Friday. Then came this actress, whose husband is also an actor, with her bunch of friends. 2 men, 2 women (one wore tudung), pengkid and the actress herself. They were so loud and it was obvious they were trying to seek attention. Nampak sangatlah. They were speaking really loud and laughing really hard. Dah kate waktu makan tak leh bercakap pon tak faham ke? And I looked around the restaurant, a few men were still there, having their lunch, and so I thought they are going to left sooner. 10 minutes later, the men at the first table had left, leaving the other 2 men, at the actress’ table. So I thought they were going to wait till the last minute, and then my brother came. And I wondered, didn’t they know it was Friday or they just can’t be bothered it is Friday? Don’t they know Friday prayer is compulsory for men? Don’t they? They were laughing like mad during Azan, and I really felt like slapping each one of them, but it would just take me to the level lower than them. So I ignored them. Dah la tak solat, tak hormat azan, belagak, ketawa mengilai2, tak malu ke? And the owner asked table by table if a Satria, which blocked the way, belong to any of us. One of them, with so much pride, said out aloud, “Takde sape pakai satria. Kitorang tak sampai tahap tu lagi”. For God’s sake, what does he mean by that? Tolonglah. Even if you own a Pagani Zonda, or any beamer, or Porsche or even the hottest ride pon, I won’t even look at you twice because of your behavior and rudeness. Tolong laa wehh!. Ramai lagi orang yang kaya kat Malaysia, takde plak kerek macam kau. Allah nak tarik semue tuh bile2 je, sedar2 la sikit.
Huh! Puas hati aku. Sapekah aktres itu? Jeng jeng jeng. I’m going to leave it to your own conclusion and guess. Hahahahaha.

I think it is not fair to say things like:
a. When an accident occurs, people will say, ‘Dah memang ajal dia’. I think it is not fair because, there could be other reason to that. No, I am not trying to go against the Qada’ and Qadar, not even I am trying to deny ajal. I think it is more appropriate to check whether there are technical problems or the likes that could contribute to someone death. I just think that it is not fair to look from one side only, that is all. For example, orang yang mati kat workplace. It could be that there were things that lead to his death. Tak safe ke tempat tu, or lantai licin and in a bad condition ke. More accurately, men’s error that I am talking about.Do you see what I mean? Not trying to argue or anything, just a piece of my mind.
b. When landslide/natural disaster happens, some people will say things like, “Mesti banyak maksiat kat situh”. Can’t they try to investigate in depth to why such thing occurs? It may be that we have done damage to certain places or we have made mistake while doing something like building something or whatever. It is not fair to say such things that relate to moral behavior and religion ONLY. It is unfair.
If the government would take the affected Palestinian people to Malaysia, I would want to adopt one or two children. I want to do something, at the very least. From what I see, demonstration leads to nothing. If only we are brave enough, if only we are strong enough, if only we are prepared enough, I am sure plenty could be done. InsyaAllah.

Ok. That is that.
Assalamualaikum.

fresh air

I just feel the need to start fresh and from scratch.
No particular reasons, just that I need to.
Yoroshiku onegai itashimasu.
We'll see where this will lead us to :D