Friday, April 24, 2009

wtv

I am now at the point where I have no time to care about others. Sorry that I ignored you and refuse to keep in touch. I'm in dire need to have a zero mind, in a dire need to reach the God spot. InsyaAllah. Still setting the right time to meet with the lesbos, hahahaha. I find it really funny when we try to get someone's attention that actually does not mean a thing to us. Pelik dan lawak kan? Hahahaha. I am aware of the fact that ignoring some people will cost you to be ignored back for the rest of your life, but I am also aware that those friends that come and stay, they are the true bestfriends. Kan? Heeeeeeeee

If I were to be one of the AF students, once I got kicked out, I will feel betrayed for watching and seeing how they actually try to make you say everything, but they are making it as if they care and just want to help. WTF la kan. Lawak ok all the dramas. I am certainly full for another decade. Blerghh.

3 months worth of holiday? We'll see what I'll do. Hahahaha. Definitely not a weight-loss camp. I have no mood for that and I dont think that I am in dire need to do so. It is funny when people try to do the weight-loss prog for the sake of getting people's attention, and actually not in a good way, but more in a bad way, probably to stand out among the others and just simply want to make those around him/her look bad. Seriously, you are wayyyyyyyyy off the hook. Saitei!

This blog will be on a hiatus, I cant say for how long. But a hiatus is a promise. Hahahaha. And I am glad for that.

Sorry if ape aku dapat and buat, buat kau rase tercabar, ye laaa, kan kau rase kau all that. Sorry. It is time for you to realise that you are not that great. Kesian bile konon2 blagak kaye, tapi tak exposed kat dunia luar. fergh

Assalamualaikum
jaa, ttyl

Friday, April 10, 2009

Zannen


I definitely can't wait for this dorama. Kyaa!



Rihito sama! I'll be full for another gazillion years. My my, you don't have to try that hard to win anyone's heart. Kyaaa! *pengsan*

Aku tak rase aku taksub dengan ESQ. Btw, the training makes me realised the tiny little things that I used to take for granted, makes me realise the real purpose of living and etc, so I don't see anything that could be associated with being 'taksub'. Or, it might be that kau yang taksub and considered everyone to be taksub as well? Heh. Cetek betol pemikiran. Malulah woi!

And that sidekick will not see that she is just a sidekick, rather than a close friend. Zannen. Is she really a goddess to you? Or kau ingat leh gunekan die utk jd famous? Saitei! And you, kau pandang tinggi sangat kat die, and always thought that I am the only devil, but believe me, at least aku tau yang aku takkan buat benda saitei mcm die buat. I am not that low. I have my own standard, and I am at my own level. Kau? Pergilah bertafakur.

Lawak betul when uni peeps try to compete with each other, with who has got the hottest bf, who wears branded items head-to-toe, who is this and that. Lawak doeh. But nothing surprises me. That is what I have been seeing since I was a child. The funny thing is, I know she can never catch up. Hahahahaha. I don't only sound rude and straightforward, I am rude and straightforward. Gilelah! Tak pandai aku nak pura2 depan orang for the sake of trying to make a good impression. Kalau dah jahat tu, jahat la jugak. Aku sedar. hahahaha

GA, SOQ and RASOK to go. Habis exam perlu, I repeat, PERLU set date utk dating ngn nadish. Hahahaha. And will try to be mentally and physically prepared for that spiritual and physical journey. InsyaAllah.

jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum

p/s: do I really look like the type yang dah ade bf and can easily get one? Aku rase terhina. hahahaha