Thursday, October 15, 2009

daijoubu

Its funny how the so-called adults act like kids, and they cant seem to see that they are so dumb! how can i put my trust on you? Euw!

The one thing that I vowed to when I first decided to wear headscarf was, for whatever matters regarding appearance that may come to surface, headscarf is the last thing i'd let go. wearing headscarf limits the chances of being fashionable? screw that. it does not limit the chances of being fashionable in general, but it DOES limit the chances of being fashionable like the non-headscarf wearer. See the difference? One thing that i'm sure that i'll never give up is my headscarf. its that big of a deal to me.

kau rase malu nak kawan dengan aku yang bertudung? lets pretend we dont know each other, its best, rather than hating each other.
aku konservatif sbb pakai tudung and konservatif dr segi pemikiran? takpe la. i dont need to stand out or even fit in.
i dont know how to dress to kill like you? i dont care. one thing for sure is that i'm comfortable with what i wear, why should i satisfy ape yang you like?
i am bitch who wears tudung? yes, i may be bitchy, but thats something i try to work on how to suit my wearing-tudung-personality. insyaAllah, will be better next time :)
just because i wear tudung, doesnt mean that i despise those who dont. my bestfriend doesnt wear tudung and i love her to death! i dont judge people based on whether they are wearing tudung or not, or their islamic or not. thats just dumb. that kind of thinking is so last decade. i respect everyone for what they are, not for what they wear.

tudung/headscarf is not a hindrance to anything, initially and supposedly. Men made it a hindrance.

ah.malas nak becok2 lagi.

the main highlight is, kalau kau yang buat pilihan untuk buat sesuatu, buat la bersungguh2 and sehabis baik, sbb takde sape paksa kau, tapi kau sendiri yang rela. sudah2 la salahkan orang lain. orang lain pon ade masalah jugak, tapi takde la asek nak blame org lain sepanjang mase. get a life! the world does not revolve around you only. get that fact straight, will ya?

jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum

p/s: sidekick dah insaf.mem besa bile lagi? jom la bersemuka


Thursday, October 8, 2009

haih

Aku mintak maaf.
aku tak boleh nak faham kau.
harini kau kutuk si dia, kutuk berapi2 sampai aku pon terikut2.
tapi esoknya, bukan main mesra lagi aku tgk kau dengan dia. siap buat2 tak nampak aku.
bile aku gaduh dgn org yang kau kutuk, kemain lagi kau kate kau sokong aku. siap menambah2 lagi kebencian aku kat dia.
tapi bile berdepan dgn dia, kemain lagi kau buat mcm semua salah aku.

aku mintak maaf. aku tak penah boleh nak faham org macam kau ni. kau mentally disturbed ke? sekejap macam ni, sekejap lagi lain pulak. tak faham betul. kejap ckp kite kawan baik. kejap layan aku mcm sampah. ape bende ni? aku bukan kisah sgt pasal kau. kite kenal pon tak same, rapat pon tak seberape. ape ade hal?

ish. Sorry la tak dpt jd bahan kau utk melepaskan marah semata2 and diperbodohkan. sorry ye.

bye.

Assalamualaikum