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i dont know what the eff is wrong, but i cant seem to start working for my assignments and i feel like cursing and i feel like puking and i feel like screwing everything up and i feel like sepahkan sume benda and i feel like quitting and i feel like i want drop all the subject and i feel like i am a crazy bitch with mood swings and i feel like regretting and i feel like my assignments are endless and i feel like the end of the road is way too far and i feel like crying because i have the feeling that i'll flunk 20th c and i feel like...

i feel like eating, because thats what i do best.

bluek

bye.

Assalamualaikum

daijoubu

Its funny how the so-called adults act like kids, and they cant seem to see that they are so dumb! how can i put my trust on you? Euw!

The one thing that I vowed to when I first decided to wear headscarf was, for whatever matters regarding appearance that may come to surface, headscarf is the last thing i'd let go. wearing headscarf limits the chances of being fashionable? screw that. it does not limit the chances of being fashionable in general, but it DOES limit the chances of being fashionable like the non-headscarf wearer. See the difference? One thing that i'm sure that i'll never give up is my headscarf. its that big of a deal to me.

kau rase malu nak kawan dengan aku yang bertudung? lets pretend we dont know each other, its best, rather than hating each other.

aku konservatif sbb pakai tudung and konservatif dr segi pemikiran? takpe la. i dont need to stand out or even fit in.

i dont know how to dress to kill like you? i dont care. one thing for sure is that i'm comfortable with what i wear, why should i satisfy ape yang you like?

i am bitch who wears tudung? yes, i may be bitchy, but thats something i try to work on how to suit my wearing-tudung-personality. insyaAllah, will be better next time :)

just because i wear tudung, doesnt mean that i despise those who dont. my bestfriend doesnt wear tudung and i love her to death! i dont judge people based on whether they are wearing tudung or not, or their islamic or not. thats just dumb. that kind of thinking is so last decade. i respect everyone for what they are, not for what they wear.

tudung/headscarf is not a hindrance to anything, initially and supposedly. Men made it a hindrance.

ah.malas nak becok2 lagi.

the main highlight is, kalau kau yang buat pilihan untuk buat sesuatu, buat la bersungguh2 and sehabis baik, sbb takde sape paksa kau, tapi kau sendiri yang rela. sudah2 la salahkan orang lain. orang lain pon ade masalah jugak, tapi takde la asek nak blame org lain sepanjang mase. get a life! the world does not revolve around you only. get that fact straight, will ya?

jaa, ttyl

Assalamualaikum

p/s: sidekick dah insaf.mem besa bile lagi? jom la bersemuka