phewwwww

Howdie. its been a while
During this period of the so-called midsem (POYO AHHH! cuti mendeeee! tido pon asek pk assignment n midterms coming.sangat menggugat jiwa.sobs) I have not laugh so hard the wat I did yesterday and felt anger building up inside me to the maximum level. This so-called big boy try to pick a fight with me for bodoh punye alasan.

We knew each other through someone,and please bebeh,no gossips at all! He's 3 years younger, and can you now imagine dealing with a little boy like this? He thought he is a grown up and speak highly of himself. talking bout angkat bakul sendiri la kann!

So, it went something like this:
budaktecik: in your prev r/ships, how many times uve kissed ur exes? seriously, no lying.
sipemalas: ehem. tak tipu punye version and tipu punye version eah: TAK PERNAH.knape tanye tetibe?
budaktecik: tak penah?! r u serious? ure lame!!
sipemalas: its not a big deal.in fact, i try not to put my iman yg ciput gile ni as the same level as my knees.that the lowest!
budaktecik: ohh.now ure talking about iman? come one.our age gap isnt tht big. how can u contradict from me n my friends so much? seriously,thats just lame
sipemalas: may b i'm just a lot wiser than u. i dont know ppl my age, but at least i dont think the same way as u do. come on! takde keje lain ke?
budaktecik: for me n my friends, kissing is the first stage to everything. faham? ure so outdated andddddddd....kolot
sipemalas: so?is it wrong being kolot? no i dont think so. i have my stand,so i shouldnt be bothered by yours.
hudaktecik: go get a life!u dont know when u gonna die. have fun and try things while u still have da time.
sipemalas: so kau tau la kite taktau mati bile. then why dont u prepare urself for death? i'm still picking up the pieces to prepare myself,i hope i'll get it done before my time comes.
budaktecik: ppl dont die young. young ppl yg mati pon sbb ade penyakit or sbb accident.just stay out of those things,i'll be ok.
sipemalas:mazhab mane kau ikut? kalau lah kau nampak realitinye mcm mane,mesti kau malu ckp mcm ni
budaktecik: bende betul,nak buat mcm mane. i cn handle things. u should really get a life. have fun!
sipemalas: i do have fun everyday, but in a totally different way from u. ure the one who need to get a life!
budaktecik: u dont even know what life means,so stop fucking tell me what life is!
sipemalas: wahh.ade tgk cite sepet tak? orked said this to someone: small talk from a big guy. that suits u A LOT! just because kau rase kau dah experience bnyk bende,does not make u grown up enough. even so-called grown ups wouldnt say things u said. ure so tiny, in the real world. get a grip of it!

ok. rase nak marah. rase sedih. gelak guling2. semua pade 1 mase. marah sbb pemikiran die senteng sgt. sedih sebab die bnyk slh faham pasal bnyk bende. gelak sbb die igt die tau semua bende,tp sbenanye TAK! and its hard to tell someone he doesnt know a thing when in his world he's mr know-it-all.phewww!what an experience.
and we ended the conversation like tht.BORING!i know
mcm mane lah boleh ke topik tu eahh?sengal lah aku! hahahaha

dah la.bai.nak ber youtube :D

Assalamualaikum
jaa, ttyl

when frienship gets shaky,i think its best to just confront the other person.talking and telling the person abt how u feel always help u,the other person and the friendship itself.

thats my ultimate aim for this yr.i dont wanna have too many doubts abt everything as i'll end up being hurt and hurt the other person too.isnt it better to just give n take?lets not dwell.thats the best.


aku ade a few doubts n probs yg masih tak selesai bg tahun berakhir 2009.perkara2 itu adalah:
baldi aku hilang tanpa khabar berita.sape amek??
sabun basuh baju aku,top,digunakan org,n bile agak2 nk abes org tu telah meletakkan air,jd kengkonon mcm xde org gne laa sabun tu n xluak.tapi sape yg buat??
iskkk.musykil.mase bile ekk bende2 ni terjadi??harus disiasat.

aku rase elok laa aku lupekan hasrat nk kurus.tempted dohh tgk mknn org melayu nehh.fattening tp nikmat gila.hahaha.aku gemuk pon,at least xberpenyakit.setakat yg aku check laa.malas betul aku.takpe.at least aku pnah rase jd kurus.kan?kan?kan?mwahahahaha.dah la.baii