ah!tension
i used to enjoy blogging, enjoyed writing craps but now tidak lagi
thanks to few people i hate blogging so much right now!
i am fully aware that there are limitations to everything in life,same goes to the so-called freedom of speech (MY ASS!)
i write things that happen in my life and i dont make up stories for the sake of entertaining god-knows-whos-reading-my-blog.
this blog is my medium of channeling my thoughts that i can rarely do in 'real world'.
there are things i can't say to people or even my 2cents that i can't share with people so publicly
writing helps me to think things through. at least, i can ponder (well,rarely.hahaha) before typing. no?
stop being all perasan that i dedicate this or that hate blogpost to you. the post may have things related to you but its so childish to jump into conclusion that i DEDICATE that post to you.
so much of grown ups lah konon kann
even if the post if dedicated to you, why would u be so angry? at least its less painful than me spitting and cursing to your face
dont let me start on why would i write a post of you
i believe that in life, it hurts most when people say things straight to your face, with u being unaware of anything and unable to do anything. the outcome can either be u accept whatever that person's 2cents (right away or after thinking things through) or you would hold grudge and will never take things positively
we can't be angels all the time and thats a fact u must know!
no, i'm not judging based on what i am (which i'm more of a devil than an angel) but based on the norms of human beings. we are not always able to make the best choice/decision but at least we are able to learn though mistakes.
tak fahamlah people judging on ur post just because diorang terasa. sangat tak faham! tak munasabah.
and whats up with criticizing people for what their blogposts revolve around. Tolonglah! jangan sebok orang punye hal. just because kau tak suke, doesnt mean ur thoughts represent orang lain punye thought. euww! gross betul org berfikiran macam tu
go get a life!
may posts my contradict each other at one point of time, but at least it shows that i am thinking. the difference is just whether i think really hard or i'll just simply say what i wanna say with less thinking.
kalau terasa, cube ponder ape yang salah and ape yang betul. at least u can be a better person through that rather than criticizing and spreading rumours yang tah hape2 which wont benefit anyone, including YOU!
ahh! gua stress. layan goong buat kali ke sejuta lah nampaknya.hahah
jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum
