pfft!

ok. heres the thing.

situation 1: you guys are talking about various things. and suddenly u jumped in and talk about your personal problem. the friend pretends to listen and bored is written on the friend's forehead. after the friend gives his/her thought on your problem, which is without effort to think further or even bother about your problem, the friend talks about his/her life for another 8 hours. get it?

situation 2: when you and the friend are with a small group of friends, the friend treat u nicely. but, when you and the friend are with people with 'influence' or wtv, the friend changes attitude and treat u like somewhat a khadam. ok ok. paham kan?

situation 3: u rarely hear compliments from the friend because the friend thinks that the friend is in everyway better than u. all u hear is all the bad things said to you. tsk tsk

situation 4: u cant call the friend in the middle of the night or whenever the friend is busy if u have a prob, but the friend can call u interrupting ur sleep or wtv to tell u about the friend's prob

situation 5 onwards: isi lah sendiri.haha

now, how do we handle this? I'd say, just live with it. because the friend aint a good friend and u shud get this fact straight. i wont mind if it was me. because i have my usuals to turn to everytime, why would i bother? loser! hahahahahaha. do what u wanna do, because seriously, it takes a lot to bring me down (well, it takes a little to bring me down in the most hideous way.but thats sooooooooooooo LAME!)
haha. bye

jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum

tensi!

I have been abandoning this blog for a couple of months already.shoot! I have been so busy, technically and literally. Kalau kau faham, hahahaahahha!

I no longer have the feel/mood to do other things because I SCREWED UP MY LING APP MIDTERM. Yes!!! It shouldnt have been that big of a deal, but to me, IT IS!! I really wanted to score a solid A for this one, but guess I'll just be dreaming about it for God knows how long. Tsk!

I made the stupidest decision by doing a major in combination when I feel and sure that I can score better in linguistics. Shoot!! Poetry:DISASTER! Kelemahan terbesar aku buat mase ini adelah poetry. Hey! You can give me tons of short stories and novels to read in a week, I would do it wholeheartedly. But, Poetry? eks-kius-mi! Memang tak ahh! Pening kot. I don't ever care what a poem is about or even how it can benefit me. Poetry is not my thing. Ishh! Dah nak grad baru nak sedar. Sedih betul lahh cenggini. Rase nak lempang diri sendiri. Tak pasal2 takdek mood nak buat benda lain just because screwed up benda alah ni. Tsk. Dah la untuk assignment pon tak score. Cemane hah??? Cemane nak survive ni? I would prefer taking error analysis twice ok, takdek hal. InsyaAllah boleh buat. But ling app? Hell gile wehhh!

This semester is, by far, the most terrible/horrible/hellish EVER! memang gile nak mampos! Tsk. Oh well. I'll have to deal with it, lagipon 1 more sem to go, then I'll be FREE!!NOT!

The thoughts of job interviews and working scare the hell out of me. Will I ever make it out there? Ishh. Risau risau -__-

Selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin :)