I hate the part of me that finds it really really hard to borrow something from people like money(especially), broadband (from cousins,etc), car (excluding family members), clothes (excluding Emak and Icah), etc. I don't know why, but I find it really hard. I lost 3/4 of my pocket money last month, and I forced myself to live for another 4 weeks with RM110. And I managed to go through it without anyone detecting the real situation. At times, it makes me feel better for not feeling too comfortable in borrowing things from people, but most of the times it would bother me a lot that I'd feel like banging my head on the wall because kadang2 sangat menyusahkan perangai ku ini. Asyik pinjam brg orang salah, jarang pinjam pon salah. Pening tau.
And what is up with people getting engaged and married lately? Hadoiii. Emosi terganggu seketika. Fash, bantulah aku. Hahahaha
I am emotionally unstable, thanks awak. Blergh.
It is unpleasant reading/ listening to people criticising you, but it helps you to be someone better. I'll try to be more positive. InsyaAllah.
The thing is, I just want to get away from the mess. Ya Allah, bantulah hambaMu ini.
Pelik bile ade orang yang sedih dan marah ble takde orang dengar ckp die, tp cube awak kire berape kali awak dengar ckp orang. Bile susah pandai plak cari kawan tempat mengadu, bile senang lupe terus. Bagus sangatlah tuh. And I am geting back to the line of quitting u*a. Hahaha. Thanks guys.
I hate the potrayal of goodVSbad in a simplistic manner. You tend to look inside the box, rather than outside the box. Pelik.
Perlu ke hempas2 pasal bende kecik? Kau memang mintak
jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum
