Thursday, September 3, 2009

you want a piece of me?

So, Oren beranak last Friday. 5 new kittens! yeay to that. I am obsessed! hahahahaha. I can't stop checking on them every hour, mase ade kat rumah laa. Comel gile kot!!!!!

No, I find no fun in rejecting the same guy for 6 years now. Gile ke? Igt aku takde keje lain? It was funny at the beginning, but now I feel like throwing up. erkh. How can it happen over and over again for 6 years. There are times when I feel like I am actually living the same day over and over again, and I'm not able to move on. Gile loser wehh! aiyaaa

I do not think 'the thing' is my fault. I guess I made a wise decision by walking away. When you feel like someone is bringing you down in a not obvious way, I think it is better to walk away. Keeping a distant is necessary. I do not act the way I act because someone tells me to, but it is because I see it with my own eyes and my brain is working well enough to interpret it as 'bende yang takkan menjadi and i'll dead meat kalau involve'.
No, I do not regret my wise decision at all. Please lah. It is time for you to realise that the world does not evolve around you, alone! Get a life, please. I need no twitter-war for something that stupid. Tolonglah. I may not be a grown up, but at least I think like one. Hell yeah!
It breaks my heart when I feel and see that someone is trying to make me look dumb and sympathise me for something he/she arranges. Good for you. And spreading lies? Berani betul bwk beban dosa bnyk2 dgn dunia ni yang nak kiamat. Hish. Dasat!! Not just that, you make everyone around you look like an idiot, but truth is, kau yang bodoh! Everyone is laughing at you, but you will never realise it because of your ego. Wow! I am impressed, do impress me more.
And seeing that someone toying around with the so-called best friend? wow! That hurts even more. You take everyone for granted. You prioritise people who do not care about you at all. That is sad. Bile kepale besa sangat, kau memang tak boleh nak menilai bende dgn betul. Pity you.
It is time you realise that, not that many people actually CARE ABOUT YOU goddamn idiot! Tolonglah. Even if you spread lies about me, I do not care at all. The thing is, aku tahu aku jahat tahap mane and people have seen that bad side of me, so there is no point on trying to make them see. But you, there are yet to see that bad side of you which you have been hiding quite well for some time. But you will soon reveal your true self even without people telling you to. Hahahaha.
You will be trapped in your own trap. Percayalah cakap aku. I'll never forgive you for making fun of my friend just because you think you are superior. Tolonglah! Culture shock adelah! Keeping distance is the best solution for the time being. And I thank God for giving me chance to actually make a wise decision after such a bad history. Miahahahahahahaha. 'Mem besar', awk patot fikir mcm grown up and cube tgk bkk mate besa2, tgk dunia ni bnyk lg bende lg baik n mulia awak boleh buat drpd cari pasal dgn orang, and drpd merendah2kan orang lain. Awak tu manusia, tak perfect jugak.

I'll make you pay for everything you have done. Mark my words! You will absolutely going to pay for it.

I can never see hillaryswank as beautiful. hmmmm


Fasting month is so fun! :D

jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum