I am torn in between. To go or not to go, to take it or not to take it.
If I choose this, I won't get that, and vice versa. There is no way to get both :(
I see both as important.
This one is important, academic wise.
That one is important, spiritually and religiously wise.
Which one? God, guide me.
Sedihnye, having to choose between two crucial things, moments in my life.
Tanak. Tanak.
Though I want both badly, I know I just can't.
Tapi.... please?
Or it is just not my time, yet?
Who knows.
Tapi tanak pilih. I want both.
Sobs.
This week is killing me. Literally and technically. Why must it be this particular week that I have quizzes, deadlines, graded presentation? I have suffered enough. Let me just breathe deeply. Hadoi. Penat. Can I bear with it for another few years? Ganbatte. Ingat, blaja tu jihad :D
jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Friday, February 20, 2009
Your smile is too wide!
And so I was told. What is wrong with it anyway? I am a freak, mind you. Hahahaha :p
I can't wait for mid march, because february is the month of DISASTER! Assignments piling up, quizzes coming in one after another, like sins, and midterms. Macam siot! Thank God I dropped PoliSc, or else I'll be dead. Gile lah. 7 subject pon tak tertanggung, ini kan pulak 8. Hadoiyh.
A little bit of updates:
a. Linda's engagement: It went well great. Though lmbt gile. Hahahahaha. And it was emotional for us. Halamak. Fash! Bile kite nak kawen ni? Sobs. And the part where we were panicking, the part yg kite sesat tuh, it was scary and also FUNNEH!mwahahah. Lawak okehh. All the way from Sentul, tetibe sampai ke UIA eh? Gile lahhh. Hahahaha. Congrats Linda! :D
b. We had a long talk about future. And I am pretty much done with the planning, now it is time to make it come true. Ho yeah! Thanks :D
c. Theatre: Alahai Soto was the bomb wehh! And I was blown away by the performance that I didn't realise the play was more than an hour. Korang sume bes! Bravo! Fantastic. I didn't enjoy the English play. I wasn't laughing when everyone did. But, nice try :D
d. GA is driving me crazy. I missed one class, and everything seems so messed up. Arghhh. Lesson learnt: jgn ponteng kelas. Will have to work it out somehow. Hadoih. And yet to start on novel's term paper. Gilelah. Clueless amat. Will try. Have to try. Jihad. Jihad. Jihad :D
e. Please please! I want to watch Anne Hathaway's new movie. Alamak! Bnyk betul movie menarik. Geng lah, 7 pounds lah. Itulah, inilah. Iskhhh. Kering poket aku. Siot jeh.
Proper post will be posted sooner or later. Hehehe :D.
And those at Menara Celcom, sangat membantu! Thanks guys, and sangat friendly. And I didn't expect to meet a KATTUN fan there. Hahahaha. And she said rumour has it that KAT-TUN is coming to Singapore. Hail! Hail!
jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum
I can't wait for mid march, because february is the month of DISASTER! Assignments piling up, quizzes coming in one after another, like sins, and midterms. Macam siot! Thank God I dropped PoliSc, or else I'll be dead. Gile lah. 7 subject pon tak tertanggung, ini kan pulak 8. Hadoiyh.
A little bit of updates:
a. Linda's engagement: It went well great. Though lmbt gile. Hahahahaha. And it was emotional for us. Halamak. Fash! Bile kite nak kawen ni? Sobs. And the part where we were panicking, the part yg kite sesat tuh, it was scary and also FUNNEH!mwahahah. Lawak okehh. All the way from Sentul, tetibe sampai ke UIA eh? Gile lahhh. Hahahaha. Congrats Linda! :D
b. We had a long talk about future. And I am pretty much done with the planning, now it is time to make it come true. Ho yeah! Thanks :D
c. Theatre: Alahai Soto was the bomb wehh! And I was blown away by the performance that I didn't realise the play was more than an hour. Korang sume bes! Bravo! Fantastic. I didn't enjoy the English play. I wasn't laughing when everyone did. But, nice try :D
d. GA is driving me crazy. I missed one class, and everything seems so messed up. Arghhh. Lesson learnt: jgn ponteng kelas. Will have to work it out somehow. Hadoih. And yet to start on novel's term paper. Gilelah. Clueless amat. Will try. Have to try. Jihad. Jihad. Jihad :D
e. Please please! I want to watch Anne Hathaway's new movie. Alamak! Bnyk betul movie menarik. Geng lah, 7 pounds lah. Itulah, inilah. Iskhhh. Kering poket aku. Siot jeh.
Proper post will be posted sooner or later. Hehehe :D.
And those at Menara Celcom, sangat membantu! Thanks guys, and sangat friendly. And I didn't expect to meet a KATTUN fan there. Hahahaha. And she said rumour has it that KAT-TUN is coming to Singapore. Hail! Hail!
jaa, ttyl
Assalamualaikum
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